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The Princess

Jean <3
06 Sept 1989
Single :)

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    Sunday, December 27, 2009

    lost and vexed


    Dear Diary,

    Hmm..i have not blogged for ages..alot of things have changed. Seriously...these days i've been looking back to who i am and the things i've done..what am i? Who am i? Am i being my real self lately? What do i really want in life? What else do i want to achieve other than becoming successful and good in everything including studies, career and fashion? And what exactly constitutes a successful relationship with someone you love? Is there no boundary when in comes to love be it status, religion, nationality and height? These questions have been popping in my mind for a long time. To me it's like something bad that plagues my mind..How do you know if he/she is not betraying you? How can you be sure if he has not done something wrong behind your back? Is he just putting a show in front of you when he lavished you with lots of love, cared, concerned for you and sacrificed so much for you? Sometimes i would think to myself that being single is better, after all you don't worry so much and you lead a carefree life, you can do whatever you want and not seek anyone's approval in doing this, doing that...Maybe i'll not marry..i don't know..Suddenly the song 'single ladies' by Beyonce Knowles comes into my mind and i am like humming to that song happily. Lol. Ok i know i succumb to temptations easily..if a handsome guy walks up to me and asks for my number i will be so excited my heart will pound very quickly ..it's hard not to reject them..but if we're together in a relationship i will be worrying the same things again..i'll be suffering once more..i really hate this feeling..oh gosh..how can i control myself the next time some guy asks for my contact? Hmm i think i know what to do..will some one put a ring on my finger?

    Love Princess Jean 9:40 AM